What about 2012

This has been one hell of an experience.

To make a long story short; I did some breathing and physical exercise, calmed and cleared my head. Started listening. In those moments stuff just came to me. Ideas, feelings. I acted on them all as soon as I could, even though my logic and ego told me it was not a good idea.

Well, what do you know, she liked what came out, very much.

I gotta say, I've never felt better. Finally I'm able to receive whatever comes around the corner. There is no good or bad, just information.

Over thinking, over analyzing, separates the body from the mind.

You could always unhook it so you don't receive any channels. Just your ps and dvd's. Network television equals torture for me these days.

Black
then
white are
all I see
in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be,
reaching out to me.
lets me see.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope.
Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black
then
white are
all I see
in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be,
reaching out to me.
lets me see
there is so much more and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope.
Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

Spiral out. Keep going, going...

Why would you want bad things? Sure, you can. Just focus on all the stuff you dislike in life and you'll get them.