DoubleTalkingJive wrote:

Do you really?   What kind, if may ask, you don't have to answer.   

Since my Dad, I have been eating alot, I have just started to get myself back on my usual eating habits.  I can really binge when I want to. 

Its really hard to explain, but basicly I don't eat most foods. And by that i mean like 95% of foods i've never eaten and never tried to eat. Simple things you'd have had thousands of times i've never even thouched - like cheese or pasta or an orange. But thats cos i can't make myself desire them, like in my head they are like non-foods would be.

So like if i see you eating a bowl of rice, even if I havn't eaten anything myself in like a day, i wont feel any hunger for it, cos from my POV its like your eating a bowl of nails or paperclips!! Just doesn't *look* like food to me even though my rational mind knows it is.

Wierd huh?

I've tried to change it but its insanely hard for me to eat something new. I've been known to start vomiting (not intentionally) from it.

Oh and on top of all that i'm also a vegitarian!

So basicly I live off the few things i can eat. These days I do that reasonably healthily cos i've seen some nutritionists to balance it out. But when i was in my teens i used to live off like KFC french fries and stuff like that. And i got to like  125kg (which is like 275 pounds i think). I then got my act together and went nuts exercising until i got really thin to 60kg (which i think is about 130 for you usa people).

I stayed that way for about 3 years through a forced embargo on french fries!! I'm like a junkie - its easier for me to have none than it is to only have them sometimes like once a month or something. Anyway an ex-girlfriend pressured me that it was ok to eat junk food sometimes - and sadly thats kinda led me back into darkness and i've been eating some crap again....these days I'm about 80kg or 176 pounds...which i guess isn't too bad considering i'm 5'10 - but wouldn't wanna get much heavier.

So yeah in short i'm crazy and cant eat most stuff without a lot of councilling, and then have an addiction to the worst foods for you at the same time!