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#321 Re: The Sunset Strip » Spears gives up kids after standoff » 957 weeks ago

For people saying she was onto something, the hospital ran checks for almost everything and she had NOTHING in her blood.

She is just having a breakdown, some can be very long, i mean, put yourself in her shoes :

She freaks out like many on hollywood ( although, many don't know what she lives because the razzzis and the medias were not as it is today when they still interested the press) because she is always pursued, she ran against all odds and married KFED and had two babies in a row.
KFED obviously used her, she lost all the good people around her in the proccess, friends included, and was left abandonned by herhusband with one baby and a toddler.

She was probably washed out tired due to two pregnancies in a row, depressed over her marriage fall out, even more depressed to be alone and alone with two small kids ( yes, the first two years of motherhood are known to be the worst and most isolating in a woman's life), depressed to be overweight when her whole career was image based, depressed to be laughed at, depressed everyone had been right about KFED, ect ect.

And then, he goes onto taking from her the only thing that was still human in her life :

Her kids.

PS : You have no idea how many mothers, even the ones who scream how blooming fantastic they are, are actually witches during their childrens early years.
No one knows, because mothers are usually alone with kids within the homes.
But most mothers are not under any form of scrutiny, so no one will ever know and the kids will not remember either.


PSS : what britney needs is to be totally cut off from SillyWood, from people who mean her harm ( almost everyone in her actual life), she needs to go back to basics, how to read and write, she needs to read a lot, get some proper schooling to become an interesting person for what she KNOWS and who she IS, rather than what she projects.
She needs to be confident and to achieve this, she needs to become a young woman with knowledge rather than shaking her ass and sing teenie's lullabies.
She needs to understand a lot and her upbringing didn't allow it because her own parents were undereducated.
She has to feel confident, and i firmly believe she will be confident about herself once she feels she has more than just her body.
So she HAS to devellop her brain and she is still young enough to do it.

But she needs the proper people around her, like one will say not if she says " you're fired" one who will reply " i'm not, just shut it and do your homework!!".

She needs a form of parental guidance, a life coach if you prefer, someone who will stand up to her, lock her up, and act as an adult for someone who is stuck in adolescence. Someone who will tell her she won't go out unless she did her homework, someone who will tell her that she can't go out dressed like a street prostitute, someone who will tell her that she will have no TV or Ciggies if she brings unwanted or uninvited friends over, ect ect...

#322 Re: The Garden » How Did You Derive Your User Name? » 958 weeks ago

I am usually just " jessica" or " jessica1975" but since there are two other jessica's about nowadays and a hacker, i recreated my account when this site opened with " the real jessica" ( for some people, i should have put" the real annoyance" and for others" the real sweetheart"  lol !!!)

#323 Re: The Garden » What Other Sites Do You Post At? » 958 weeks ago

Here, rwap forum ( about robbie williams), a lot on my facebook nowadays, and attractiveworld as well as one site i am not allowed to say i am a member of.

#324 The Garden » MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE » 960 weeks ago

the_real_jessica
Replies: 36

In a little over 3 hours, my son and i will be on the train towards London.

So, MERRY XMAS EVERYONE !!

TAKE CARE!

Have loads of love, fun, food and don't drive afterwards.

God Bless.

Jessie

#325 Re: The Garden » Post Your Pic Thread - Let's see what you look like! » 960 weeks ago

I know i probably said it before, but you look like erin DTJ

It's also a compliment.

#326 Re: The Garden » Supernatural Experiences » 960 weeks ago

It's ZOOL < o u l

Not ZUEL < uioul

I think you entered a serious thread pisstaking us with Ghostbusters.

I'll tell you what :

It's christmas time, i bet they will please you and out it on TV for you.

#327 Re: The Garden » Supernatural Experiences » 960 weeks ago

Wow, someone whose dreams are as weird as i..

Ok, my turn.

Here are a few of mine :

1)

I am in a pyramid. I, being a woman and me, living the dream as if this woman was me, feeling everything and seeing all.
I am accompanied by an older woman and a boy child, almost adolescent.
We are surrounded by guards. I am affraid. The three of us are.
We are going to die. We know it.

Now, i learnt a few years ago that my grandmother had the exact same dream, she would wake up in the night because of it. In her version, she was the eldest woman.
On GNR forums, i met a much younger man who was an Internet friend a few years ago, he lives in serbia.
He also had the exact same dream. In his version, he was the boy.

The three of us have a feeling to be people of importance.
We are being murdered and it's all secret.

I personally have a feeling that i ( as strange as it sounds) " have to clear my name".


2) I am in a desert.

I am accompanied by hundreds of people.
I am led away.
I can feel a blow between my two eyes and then, darkness.
I am gone.
The people who led me were my sons.
I feel like i am a man.

Murder once more.


3) I am in a castle. It seems to me it is Scotland. It feels vital. I feel like this is my life, the reason to everything. Then, and now.
My husband is not there, he is much older. I think he died abroad.
I am remarried. For some reason, i think i married his brother.
I am the Lady of the castle.
I am pregnant and am scared.
My husband is nasty. He wants my possessions.
I finally give birth.
As i open my eyes, the baby isn't there. I go up a staircase, one that seems to turn forever, a tower maybe ?
As i reach the top, i see him with the baby in his arms.
He looks at me, laughs, tells me i am never going to get my son.
He pushes me and i fall down the stairs.
As i fall, a medalion of what seems to be Gold and emerald lifts from my neck above my head and falls too.
As i lay at the bottom, i can hear people and what they say.
They think i'm dead. I think i'm still there.

This leads me to the next dream, like a follow up ?

4)

I am in what seems to be a cave, i can hear water and it's tumultuous.
I am so tired, i am aching, bleeding.
I hear someone call me " Isabelle".
Both my hands are tied with something in metal, it hurts, my arms ache as they are behind my back.
My feet are locked with metal too.
I am put in a cage.
I am put on a small embarcation and led to the sea.
There are many rocks in the water.
I can see my home from afar.
I am dropped into the water.
I am cold. I am suffocating.
I am sad. I am angry.

I think " I" am still there.

Another murder.

5) I am looking at red like mountains, it's scorching hot, dry land everywhere.
It's so high, i can't see a soul from up there, on the mountain.
As i walk, i make little sounds, like beeds, i have soft flat shoes.
I am happy, i think i "just" got married. i feel like i am dressed for it.
We both look at the valley.
Next thing i know, i am grabbed by someone else and killed. Like my hair was ripped off my skin.
And i still wonder what's happened to him, is he dead too ?. We never consumed our marriage.

Wow, yes, murder.

I have 4 other ones.
Let me go for a ciggie.

#328 Re: Guns N' Roses » Staff cuts hit Geffen. Interscope » 960 weeks ago

madagas wrote:

The fact is we are simply making educated guesses because we really don't know anything. Based on past history alone, I would have to believe Axl has something to do with why the record isn't out. :sick:

None of us know.

it's both what annoys us and what makes us so interested.

#329 Re: Guns N' Roses » Staff cuts hit Geffen. Interscope » 960 weeks ago

Mind this, in France alone, records sales dropped of 20% this year compared to last, and it's been this type of figure every year for the past 5 years.

They think it's downloading that did it.

#330 Re: Guns N' Roses » Staff cuts hit Geffen. Interscope » 960 weeks ago

Dave, where are your blue pills ? You know, the ones that make you happy and an ax lova ?

What's happened to you ? You used to worship at the axl temple ? have you lost faith in the red almighty ?

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